2009 has started

if today was something i could kill i would kill it. maybe i just woke up on the "wrong side of the bed".  i was running late (as-per-ushe) and hung up all my laundry to dry in my bathroom, well, my left ankle of my stretch pants was soaking wet (how does that happen???) and i didnt know that until they were on and it was too late to change. then i forgot my scarf. everything irritated me. i tried real hard to let it not, but it did. i forgot my nametag, again, and wore a blank-write-your-name-on-it one, on my shirt collar. i was real warm at work, but wore a t-shirt with too-short sleeves that show off my armpit hair, so i had to wear my sweatshirt all day. my nametag clip made my neck break out in a rash by the time i was done with my shift. everything is just pissing me off. im trying to make a diorama and it ISNT WORKING HOW I WANT IT TO. now i want to kill it.  it is also really dry and my nose is battling that with snot production x 100. i took a decongestant thing and now i feel weird and irritated. i dont know what the fuck my upstairs neighbors are doing. it seems early for them. it is almost ten and they have been dropping things and hammering things and making all kinds of noise for 2 hours, usually they dont start until after two. i bet their to-do list is like this

1. buy realy loud shoes, like ski boots or tap shoes to wear around the house
2. find heavy things to drop from standing on a chair
3. get some jetalert and stay up forever being loud (or maybe meth?)
4. hammer things for fun on the floor
5. have rolling chair races!
6. get more bad new r&b
7. get louder speakers
8. practice drumming on things near the floor that make sounds louder
9. sleep all day and stay up all night looooong
10. make a list of top 4 loudest friends and have them over
11. practice stomping
12. borrow a dog that likes to run back and forth and back and forth chasing a heavy toy/bone
    

i have no idea who they are, but if i did i would spit on their car.

i started an apartment composting system tonight. more information on that soon.

on a really happy positive note:

i need new glasses. not dangerous to people who put their faces close to my face glasses. i was going to go shopping for new frames but THEN... a woman who i used to work with came into the store and said "katrina, these are for you, i have been meaning to give them to you for a long time..." and what are they? GLASSES! my last frames came to me just like that. the ones before them, $15 at everyday people. these new ones are old baush & lomb frames. this is them, its not the best picture, but you get an idea. i guess fate has me back at the black cat eye frames. its kind of amazing how my glasses find me.